Tag Archives: Medicine

2023

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I can’t believe I successful retrieve this wordpress. It is so dusty, phew.

Life update :

  1. I’m married and I have a 9 month old kid. I know, I read through my previous post and it seems like.. I’m glad I end up married a real human. Hahaha, I thought there will no light at the end of tunnel, but hey, never said never.
  2. Finally, Im able to be secure a job as an ER doctor and doing my training now. It is a love hate relationship. I passed my Primary ( part 1) exam and just failed my Intermediate ( part 2) exam. I’m on the verge of giving up to be honest. Being a mother is a tiring role. It is exhaustive to say the least, but I enjoyed it to the max.
  3. The whole world had been affected by a crown disease named CORONAVIRUS19 2 years back, and we thought we are recovering from it. Nope, it is back! True story and it adds to the hate relationship being an ER doctor!
  4. The reason while I’m still holding on because…. the euphoric doing life saving procedure. I had successful performed a X procedure on a critically ill patient during my night shift. And I know, this skill required both brain and muscle memory. This is the reason I left non clinical job previously, this skill gives me adrenaline rush!

Thats all for now,

Merry Xmas everyone.

Project 30

#11. I value my personal space. Don’t invade it.

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Looking at my bed, I would say, am a simple girl. 2 pillows for my head and duvet, where I play hide and seek ( pretending I am a trunk ) every night. See, I don’t need a toy/bear, any company to sleep.

But the problem is, how to lift up the duvet and prepare for school?

I dont know. This space of mine, is too tempting.

Grand Gala

Well, I heard complaints bout the food and inadequate chairs, but I still like the night tho’.

It’s an opportunity to get to know the other Malaysians from different colleges. Sometimes I bumped into them down the road, but I didn’t get have time to say ‘Hey’. That’s how busy they are, and we are, too?

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And I get to see firecrackers. Hahaha

Bioethic

I’ve been floating this fortnight. Bioethic classes seem legit! After being sitting for long hours of lecture, I conclude that,

“People who study/teach laws or practice it as a career of their choice are awesome”

Measurement

‘Ermmmm…’

He interlocked his fingers, rested his chin on it and put his elbows on the table. Quickly, I put down the paper I held not long before, with my palm wide open, I slide it towards him. His eyes moved along with the paper.

I observed few nods, little ‘ensuring gestures’ yet I cannot study his facial expression. As he looked up at me, he said,

“You could get much better grade if you, at least score your MCQ. This is worse than bad”.

I acknowledged my weakness. I could have fail all through if the system is made to be solely dependent on MCQ-type questions. But I made it, I passed, tho’ my grade is obviously far from perfect.

“Is there any explanation for this? Do you have any problem?”, he asked.

Bingo! I was waiting for this compulsory question. This routine question was expected from all of his mentees too, made it easier for us to at least come up with a defensive answer- which is better than silent and shrug.

“My mathematics is bit off, sir. I guess I took uncalculated risk by answering most of the questions. My answers were rather dangerous”.
I couldn’t believe that words are flying off from my mouth.

Throw your dice, this is a set of probability, in fact our lives are awash with uncertainty, required sound mind to pick up decision, which if not all, most will cast a ritual “what if’s”?. I hope I cracked a smile, but nil. His muscle didn’t twitch.

He opened up his mouth,

“Indeed they are dangerous, they are eating you inside out”.

At that moment I really hope we were at the same wavelength.