Acceptance

Feb8

It is so weird not having my friends around the blocks. I kept telling myself we were not on the same shift, but the truth is they left. I don’t know how to tell – the place isn’t the same without them.

The key

Jan2

Just like the American Dream, everyone wants to own a house. In this urban area, they wanted A LANDED HOUSE. I initially did not agree with the idea because I was comfortable renting an apartment until… I have a son.

I feel like he needed more space. To run back and forth. And perhaps better for his development. For that matter, I spent countless nights surveying about buying a house. I ticked a few houses. A total of 3, we paid a visit to all.

The house is alright, but the resident is dirty and abandoned.
I almost bought an apartment. I strongly like it, but hubby opposed it. Only the 4th floor is available. (The apartment is in the same area we are living in now).
Then, come this one house. It is located next to my mom’s house.

Landed. Double Storey House. A big backyard. 3 rooms. 3 bathrooms. Ample living room space. Both of us like it. So I applied for bank loans – both passed. I waited for my gov loan, which is also a hustle. It required lots of documents, which was confusing at first. And I passed. I chose the gov loan.

However, even though the gov loan offers a 100% housing loan, the owner requests a mandatory 1% upfront. , after thoroughly deducting my savings, I paid the deposit.

I waited and waited. Now, 3 months!

The housing agent told me he wanted to hand over the house key. Only 3 months – IT WAS FAST! I couldn’t believe it at first. Now I had to crack my head for renovation. Wish me luck.

2023

Dec26

ENDING

I can’t believe I successful retrieve this wordpress. It is so dusty, phew.

Life update :

I’m married and I have a 9 month old kid. I know, I read through my previous post and it seems like.. I’m glad I end up married a real human. Hahaha, I thought there will no light at the end of tunnel, but hey, never said never.
Finally, Im able to be secure a job as an ER doctor and doing my training now. It is a love hate relationship. I passed my Primary ( part 1) exam and just failed my Intermediate ( part 2) exam. I’m on the verge of giving up to be honest. Being a mother is a tiring role. It is exhaustive to say the least, but I enjoyed it to the max.
The whole world had been affected by a crown disease named CORONAVIRUS19 2 years back, and we thought we are recovering from it. Nope, it is back! True story and it adds to the hate relationship being an ER doctor!
The reason while I’m still holding on because…. the euphoric doing life saving procedure. I had successful performed a X procedure on a critically ill patient during my night shift. And I know, this skill required both brain and muscle memory. This is the reason I left non clinical job previously, this skill gives me adrenaline rush!

Thats all for now,

Merry Xmas everyone.

2020

Dec31

“To look at difficulties that befall us as opportunities to grow”

From someone who has been through hell and back and still be able to find meaning in sufferings.

EXAM IN 8 DAYS

Nov27

Suffocated.

I determined to take Emergency parallel pathway exam in September so I did sign up myself for December Exam. FRCEM – Fellowship of Royal Collage Emergency Medicine. which consists of

FRCEM Primary

FRCEM Intermedia

MCEM OSCE – eligible to be a Registrar / SHO

FRCEM FINAL EXAM- need to work at least 18months in the UK

I’m still doing the baby step — FRCEM PRIMARY phase.

I would love to write the whole experience later, but as for now I am just using break time to write my thought. So it rather random stuff than a focus topic.

Not to forget, my sister’s wedding in 4 days and her henna night would be in 3 days time.

Hectic time for me and my family. But my sister is doing fine, everything is well prepared but one thing for sure —- wedding is extremely expensive. It requires lotsa money, I can’t even imagined.

That’s all for now.