Last week was a tough week for me. I was working for night shift in 4/6 days. Night shift is 12 hours shift ( 9 am – 9 pm). I had to admit, physical and mental exhaustion are real!
Almost every night, I thought it would be nice to have some people to chat or drink caramel latte to unwind. I had no one. I am alone but certainly not lonely. At first, I felt like a mess – but what’s new? I always drawn into this kind of madness.
At 9 pm, all the staff went home and well, there was a friendly colleague who casually asked me to accompany him to the nearby court and invited me to play badminton. But I refused- knowing he has a fiance.
The whole thing that happened allowed me to jump into a conclusion.
I’m fine on my own.
“As time goes on, you’ll understand.
What lasts, lasts; what doesn’t, doesn’t.
Time solves most things.
And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself.
Is that too much to ask?”
– Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance