Do you know how painful it is to wipe off memories? or person? or a starting point?
Think about it, you have feeling for people yet you don’t know what to do with it.
Yes, I’ve been ( few times) made fun of people’s feeling.
Thinking it won’t last.
Thinking it wasn’t real.
Thinking everything was down to a game.
Not until I knocked myself out with the very same thing.
It’s ain’t fun I tell you.
I wanna detoxify myself with so called delusional love.
I wannna cleanse myself from this madness.
I wanna go through a day without thinking about it.
I wanna stop being such a fool.
I tried. I cried. I can’t.
God, please show me a way out.